Lately with my drama-congested life, song lyrics are jumping out at me. They are so pertinent to the issues at hand it seems they were composed expressly for me to hear in that one predestine moment in time. Shooting a comforting ping, the lyrics penetrate the confusion of my mind and pierce right to the situation at hand. The words are outside of my inner chaos and provide a clear beacon to the heart of the issue while my mind is clouded with endless thoughts.

This song is seems strangly parallel to my spiritual journey right now.

TRYING

Could you let down your hair be transparent for awhile
Just a little while
to see if you're human after all

Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like
we've got it all figured out

Well let me be the first to say that I
don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
ain't gonna' pretend like I do

just trying - to find my way
trying - to find my way the best that I know how

Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
but I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this- art form someday

If I quote all the lines off the top of my head
Will you believe
that I fully understand all these things I've read

I'm just trying - to find my way
trying - to find my way
trying - to find my way the best that I know how

Well I- haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life
to get to where I need to be

And if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to You, and

trying - to find my way
trying - to find my way
Oh I'm trying - to find my way
trying - to find my way

Lifehouse