I fear I've been quite dramatic lately ;-). When you grow up in a life of endless excitement and life vs. death circumstances, it’s easy for me to perpetuate the current state of affairs to an importance they don’t merit. Some crazy part of myself thrives in chaos and I subconsciously entangled myself in them more than need be, not to help those in the situation but to excite myself. It’s easy to take situations and claim them as my own.